my psy prof let us try the DASS questionnaire in class
to rate ourselves
how stress how depress how anxious are we in the last week

i scored terribly low

realised i’ve been taking a too laid-back attitude all along
whatever comes, i accept and tried to live with it
without questions
without thinking of ways to make things better
i mean, it’s not too difficult to live with things
but it had really came to a point that i couldn’t care much about everything
terrible isn’ it?

i still want to get my first-class honours
although seemingly out of touch now
just feel i wont be too upset without it either
i still want to have a go at internships
in an unknown state now
but yet, i’m not showing too much concern

i think, it’s time to change! perk up my life a little!
to be challenged!

take a leaf out of odie’s book!