1. i didn’t get to sleep in today! but well, cos my love is coming then of course must sacrifice…. keez
2. i only spent 1h with my boy whole week! and the 1h is the LJS breakfast we had together with my love this morning…. haiz
3. i’m a little red lobster now! damn… leg burnt, face burnt, back & shoulders ultra burnt! the sun is terrible lehz… but can’t resist getting a little tan
4. got 2 ktv dates in a row next wk! why can’t they spread the dates out?!
5. i feel poor… despite gst credits

ok lah, shan’t complain le. these are just very minor things.
not very bothered about them too.
i also dont know why i blogged. haha

just wanna share this story taken from datoufen
very touching
enjoy! =)

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。 　　蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。

上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

*warning: quite a long entry ahead!*

suddenly, we are counting down to end of internship
4 more weeks and that’s it
already conclude up the project
and have the 1st ppt today
partner was great! she didn’t forget to mention anything
poor me was sooooo interrupted during ppt by questions halfway
to think that all that they want to know is at the later slides
sadz
but glad that we didn’t make a fool of ourselves!
eh, maybe partner did… cos she *ahem* hahaha

think for the rest of our stunt there, we will be half-slacking away
not sure what’s install for us
hopefully there will be new things
or else we will be forever stuck at the cases *boo*

the past weekend was drama
1st, i threw a temper at my boy
didn’t mean it, but so happen that particular day i couldn’t get a grip of my emotions
being so irrational for once
anyway, we are ok!

watched oceans13 at the cathay
was enjoying the show when halfway the voice become japanese!
women voice somemore!!!
i mean, oceans13 is a totally guy show… unless u count the ’sexy’ old secretary haha
everyone was stunned and keep laughing
the nonsense went on for 5 mins before the real voice came back
i miss that whole 5mins!
but nice cathay compensated us with a free movie pass, valid for 1 mth!
cool!~ i wont mind tolerating such nonsense for free movies!
and food at bakers’ inn was great

am so sick of japanese food
went to eat sushi tei with boy and friends on sunday
i ate kunshinbo and sushi tei for the past 2 weekends
before we went to eat, boy came by to fix my clock on the wall
during which he did something very stoooooooopid!! haha
don’t know to cry or to laugh
no next time ok?!

and i won tickets to ndp!! first timer at the actual parade!
partner hates me to the core now haha

a sec fren is getting married/engaged!!
omg, we are of same age
ok, i can’t imagine i will get married once i graduate
really happy for her and she really look blissful
vio, great that you have found ur lifetime happiness!

another fren found happiness
praying and crossing my fingers for you
you have my blessings, altho it will be a difficult road for you ahead
but fight for it! =)

okkkkk, it’s time to start on my fyp
god, it is going to be hell…..

i was trying to reorganise my stuff in the laptop, and i came across many photos! just feel like posting them up =p

my jc buddies at my love’s house. long time since we ALL meet up together! all 6 of us!

kaleos! my lovely og! 3 years since the camp. oh god, getting old to look at the new freshies coming in to k-grp. anyone want to drop by uoc this year? let me know k? and yin, yw & qn, u 3 better come back soon (with presents)!!

my clique in hss! one year since genting! really had lots of fun there! can’t wait for our KL/sunway lagoon trip!

miss my cousin! and Europe! Europe is really very pretty! i so badly want to visit Europe again… Italy!! it would be fun to go with anyone… family, friends or my boy keez

one of my favourite picture! this is like 2 years ago??

recent trip to st.james with the 2 sw + yuzhong + sw’s roomie. if i dont rem wrongly, it was to celebrate the end of sw’s internship at kpmg! as usual, the 2 sw are acting weird… haha… i still like st.james best! i like the pub and of course 1-for-1 happy hour

and of course… one of the best things that happened to me in uni. met this ‘lousy+busy’ boy. shan’t talk bad abt him too much cos he gonna treat me to lunch, movie, dinner and shopping tmr! haha… that’s the benefit of having the other half working =P

wow suddenly it’s end of week 5 at iras
time really flies
i survive 5 weeks of ‘nonsense’ from my partner! haha
lucky now i have mich who lunches with us often!

today was another crappy day
first day where we really had nothing much to do
stone in front of the pc for 1h+ before deciding to go for an early lunch
we took a 1.5h lunch today? shhhhhhh…..
cos we went shopping for a belt, waited for mich, ate mos
slowly walked back
picked up the orange that we got yesterday from fruits day
and happily eat in pantry!
totally slack!

maybe cos it’s fri… everyone seems to be in a slacking mood
‘my fren‘ was having a nap at his desk
christina excitedly came back from a lunch shopping trip
waving her newly bought sunglasses to show us
and whining away that her skin was in bad condition
btw, this is NOT the christina in sch…
nice to have such a friendly and supervisor!
hope we won’t embarrass her next week during ppt
cos she didn’t left us to die
actually came to help and to look through if we are in the right track

checked bank account today
our pay was due yesterday
only got a pathetic $300+
i confirm already have spend more than that ever since working
can’t wait for next month!

hopping busy last weekend
satisfied with kunshin-bo lunch on sat
love the la-senza paper bag (and of course stuff that was bought)
fulfilled mahjong desires
spent a little quality time together
catch up with sleep on sunday

mon & tues pass in a breeze
tying up loose ends for the project at work
finally it is done!
now just need to await for the verdict
crap more and more with partner
i think i made another good friend in hss!
she also reminded me some important things
of not to look at things superfically, and to judge one on impression
of not to be easily influenced by what other people says

i couldn’t help it
checked my results last fri
it was as good as i could hope for
again, it was neither here nor there
at least i can answer to the efforts put into mugging
plus boy passed his last sem with ‘flying colours’, in his own definition

had dinner with the 2202 girls last night
yak about our (lousy) boys
and upcoming birthdays
feeling excited over fr’s new job
sat till the bill came automatically to us

a few ready-to-be parkaway r/s cases around me
just hope that my dear friends will be happy, regardless what happens
especially to my girl, who thinks that she found happiness, and yet can’t really grab hold of it
jia you!

after so many years
you are still the one i miss most

you might be reading this
but really no point denying
we have all grown up, aren’t we?
things change, people change
but i have no idea why am i missing you

initially intending to blog about something happy, something sweet

but shucks

moody now
god likes to give challenges when your life is too smooth
a little worried
but well, life goes on

my new love……..

the cute little boy from campus superstar!!!!!

totally heart him!!

can sing + looks damn cute

my new little 偶像

looking forward to him singing again 2 weeks later….. woohoo!~

all the best for tmr!
and thereafter too… =)

too bad payday only starts in july
keez