the final holiday of a 16 years long education
is totally NOT a holiday =(
barely after a week after exams, things start to pour in
almost drowning me

concluded that it’s an almost impossible task to finish regressing for fyp
but it’s a case of make-it-or-break-it
we must definitely do the former

and instead of doing fyp now
i’m doing homework for career workshop
yes, dont deny the workshop & training is good
but jus felt so tired
i hate to try and sell myself, all for the sake of a decent job

lucky still have the perks to look forward to
and that’s money!
ya, materialistic, but that’s reality
were calculating cost of grad trip
going to wipe out my savings
and that’s not including the HK trip that i plan to make after that
i want to hurry make lots of money so that i can go england, italy, states & japan!

update at 12am: finished half of homework… and i didnt keep msn-ing! hahahahha

applying the mask that partner passed me jus now
smell very good
hopefully after this, my pimples scar can be lightened =)
and i think we got telepathy!
cos i passed her a piece of face mask too! hahah
thanks girl!

anyway, had a eventful mon & tues
yesterday met tutor for fyp
well, as mich says, he is getting clearer as time goes by
and poor mich put in so much effort, to end up with a 2-liner in the whole report haha! opps!
didnt mean to laugh ya girl?
in a nutshell, we gonna redo (or rather rewrite) the whole section
but the meeting kinda make me motivated to want to hurry do and finish up
i cant ‘wait’ for the regression analysis part
cos it means the finishinig line is visible

then pulled boy to town to watch lust caution with me after his work yesterday
we saved a lot on the tickets
but the money was channelled as cab fare home cos the movie was sooo long
shall say i enjoy the first half more than the second half
the explicit scenes were… well… like ok lorz… nothing really fantastic
instead it was the killing scene that i was shocked at
so violent!

well, boy wasnt really in a happy mood
cos he was tired from work and there was monday blues……
but still thanks for the effort =)

today met partner for shopping in town
want to eat gelare but the branch at far east is closed for renovation!!
damn………………. 难得 it’s tuesday!!
saw a lot of nice clothes and shoes (for me)
resisted temptation to buy the shoes cos i scare ending up having lots of black heels that i seldom wear
and i need to lose weight!! clothes doesnt look nice on me…
ok, tmr shall go jogging (if it isnt raining)

joined mich alice yl for ktv after that
at a new place called the 10dollar club (some family ktv)
really not bad cos it’s $10nett with free flow drinks
and they served us some soup too
songs are quite new also, thought the system is not as user-friendly as partyworld or kbox
we cant find the ‘back’ button at first
but it gave us a shock when we realised the monitor is touch-screen!
quite cool!

had a quick dinner with ys and mich
and of course mango pomelo sago dessert!
that makes the best part of dinner!! hahaha

came home and called wenz
just call for fun one! hahahhaa

was reading kennysia, of his 24 significant things in his 24th year
maybe i will blog abt my 22 significant things that happened this year
…. when i’m bored

cla jus intro me to some new jap show
he say got cute guy! hahaha
shall go and see now
that’s all pple!

boy was fantasised about the new version of monopoly

monopoly without money

to keep up with new banking technology, now debit cards are used!

i so desperately need to get a new handphone
the current one is getting on my nerves
i cant type a sms without cursing

any good recommendations?
only samsung or nokia models will be shortlisted and considered
and preferably under $200

am crazily trying my best to catch every episode of the new HK drama on channel8
starring one of my all-time fave actress 宣宣
and one that depicts her as a district court judge!
oh, i totally love movies/drama featuring lawyers or the court
the classic being the all famous File of Justice (壹号皇庭) series that were aired in the 1990s
well if you know abt the show, it has the most classic instrumental theme song
i hunted for the soundtrack many years back
though bought at high cost, but it remained as the favourite CD in my collection at home
i have been wanting to rewatch the whole 5 series too
but it seems to be unavailable anywhere online

ok, enough of sidetrack, back to the 7pm show
it has been a long time since the local tv aired a satisfying show
this drama is totally light-hearted and hilarous!
absolutely love the way that the 宣宣’s husband calls her 大人 at home
simply cos she’s a judge!
they have this pre-marriage agreement that says the husband is to stay at home to take care of the child, while the wife continues the career to be a judge
and the husband is of course to take care of all the housework and cook and stuff!
so cool!~

what caught my attention was the talk abt Themis in the show
well, she is the goodness of justice
and of course she represents justice
when i was younger, i remember seeing her statue outside the court
but i never thought deeper of why she looks like this

if you look closer, she is blindfolded
that’s because everyone is to be treated equally under the eyes of law
when you dont know who is the person, you can give a fair and just trial
on her left hand, she holds a sword
this represents power to execute punishment and justice
the other hand is a scale
fairness and justice and equality

my secret ambition since young is to be a judge haha
probably too much brainwashing from the tv dramas
but seriously, i think it’s really an inspiring job

and why did i not pursue that path?
well, for one, i cant write long beautiful passages
plus can’t articulate a proper and logical argument properly

ok, maybe i shall pass on this ambition to my children next time
if i ever decide to have any hahaha

p/s: hooked on fish’s new song chong bai… super nice!

本小姐考完了!

it isnt a happy ending, sadly to say
did quite badly on this last paper once again
it’s just a 不祥的预感
can’t really blame anyone except myself
for not studying hard…….
if manage to get a good grade, it can only mean that my peers did badly also
but i’m going to pray for all of us! or whoever that needs it!

and hence the mixture of happiness and sadness
just glad that the whole exam agony lasted for less than 2wk!
super fast this time round

but…… gotta going to slack till the cows come home for the next few days
cos gotta start fyp on mon -.-”’
wth……

i wanna watch lust caution
i wanna go shopping and spend money
i wanna play mahjong
i wanna eat good food

and can’t wait for you to be back

spent the day fruitfully at woodlands lib, trying to be best of friends with the NWC
i had to admit, after dwelling into all the details, it is kinda interesting
to see the evolution and stuff

only did 1.5 topics today
*haiz* never gg to finish revising for this damned module
and if NWC really never come out for exam, can really stab myself
for spending so much time with it
ok, gotta go finish studying crisis management liaoz

the countdown: 3 days

and someone pls kindly remind me not to eat bpp foodcourt again
the food is really not quite edible……

update at 11pm: realised it’s not quite possible to study 3 topics in a day… 2 is barely done… sadz… my revision plan is delayed (once again) boo! anyway, exhausted from working hard today…… getting my beauty sleep soon

really ultra irritated with sg economy
how to study for it?
hate it when things are all over the place
and some topics have no 重点!!
i jus keep reading stories abt u-know-who
bragging abt how good is this and that
i mean it’s really good… but come on, gimme something substantial!!

i’m those type who cant study if everything is not in proper order
and it happens that this bloody module is like this!!
i HATE it!!
have to come online to 发泄 if not i will go hitting my melody cushion or pinching hippo’s face

i think it’s time to employ the ultimate strategy
minimum input and maximum output
i really dont see the point of studying so hard for this module

totally sianz

actually feeling quite tired by now
exams kinda drained my energy…….
but jus insist to online! haha

was telling mich i refrain from switching on computer
cos i will end up watching show!
so unlike me horz? haha
addicted to kangxi, as usual…….

again, wont be online till after singapore
so maximise the time now!
looking forward to studying with hm and fr on sunday

ok, what should i say………..
the 1st 2 papers didnt go as well as i expected =(

adv was actually ok
but i was kinda crapping throughout
just seem not able to write in nice complete precise sentences
and got some questions i really dunno if that is the answer jjr is looking for
but well…

forensic is sad case!
i was like expecting an easier paper
but turns out to be damn difficult
i did really study for the paper!! but all the cases jus seem to leak out of my head
ok lah, some i dikam one and mich also write same answer
but stupid case study is the killer!
cant even conclude how he die…..
and prof too much lah! 5 marks for a 1 sentence answer!
my A+ fly awy le………. hahaha

boy was like nvm lah
forensic paper always stunner one
and suggested gg for a long walk to cheer me up
long walks seems to be the favourite pastime for us now -.-”’
that day we walked back home from rail mall after eating ramen
(actually wanted rocky’s but realised it shifted to sunset way)
super far!

ok, nvm, i will have singapore economy to get my A+
yaaaaaaaaa like real!
that one confirm cannot get A one………
and if i dont hurry start to study, get C also wont be surprising!

jia you everyone!! =)