this tuesday i celebrated the 1-year mark
the day was uneventful though
just the feeling of “settled-ness”, which i started to get quite a lot since march

and yes, i scored!
damn happy
and young boss lost the bet – and have to cover our duties for a day =p
should be quite an interesting scene

and it kinda amazed me how flexible the bosses are
in fact, too fexible
change of working hours, negoitation of working days, cross deployment
totally stunned at my duties tmr – to cover both units when shifu is not around to absorb the overflow of work
my staff will see a blur of shadow running between the 2 units tmr
maybe i should teach the bosses a lesson by performing badly
so that they wont repeat this lousy same trick
and apparently, my agreement to the arrangement is one of the ways of spoiling the market

it’s really 1 last month here
goodbye i say, and then hello again
to a new challenge
till then
going to enjoy the last bit of peaceful moments
and the shelter built up by generous shifus and seniors

by the way, first time blogging from my brand new white dell computer!

the cycle of long working hours begin again
after 1.5 weeks of attending a planning course
ironically, it was rather satisfying
maybe i had expected it to be real boring
but had turned out much better
and also because of the great company i had =)

last week was great!
simply because i get to sleep regular hours
i was very “jing sheng”
one of the possible reasons why i’m secretly hoping for non-shift soon

BUT
a big BUT
i’m gonna be land-and-reshipped soon
due to inevitable manpower shortage
since now i’m +1h, can i be +2h or +3??

and today was an unexpectedly looooooooong day
boss “scolded” – said that he had told me to start earlier
and was shocked that i was still at office at 9pm

however, felt utterly satisfying
cos’ i’m having a good feeling about my plan
crossing my fingers since it’s has been long since i scored

just cant believe i’m feeling so tired after first day back at work
yet i still have work to do now
argh sad life

met up with mich and liz yest
(marg and simon was there too)
and as usual, we were lapping up on mich’s high spendings and lousy photographic skills
it was a great night, just like school days
miss hanging out with them so much

and the chat with liz gave me a new ‘dream’
to save enough in a few years’ time and then go back to school
TOGETHER
can already imagine how fun it will be
seriously toying with the idea
but were we be able to quit, leave whatever-career that we craved out then?

and the coming week will be a great one~
on course the whole week
woo hoo!~
non-shift, get to go back on time
lining up my evenings to meet friends already! cant wait!

blow wind blow
a whirlwind of staff movements

realised they are always taking calculated moves
to get what they want
despicable? yes
unavoidable? yes too
i guess it’s the upper hand or the ‘invisible’ hand at work

suddenly i’m wary
and scared
and lost
i cant differentiate true intentions vs calculated moves
too naive?
or rather, i like to think that i’m less of a complicated thinker

change is the only constant, they say
but somehow, feeling is that this change is an ominous beginning for me
it has been a rather smooth sailing journey
can i keep it the same way?

pray for me people