blow wind blow
a whirlwind of staff movements

realised they are always taking calculated moves
to get what they want
despicable? yes
unavoidable? yes too
i guess it’s the upper hand or the ‘invisible’ hand at work

suddenly i’m wary
and scared
and lost
i cant differentiate true intentions vs calculated moves
too naive?
or rather, i like to think that i’m less of a complicated thinker

change is the only constant, they say
but somehow, feeling is that this change is an ominous beginning for me
it has been a rather smooth sailing journey
can i keep it the same way?

pray for me people