Filed under: moodiness
throat inflammation sneeze cough
the transition from thurs till now
when am i going to get well??
i wonder what is coming next
i almost asked the wise one to pick me up from school on thurs
running a fever on-and-off
forced myself to think rationally, and do the damn fyp
think by nightime, i was quite determined to the fyp thingy properly
so i stayed up with the girls till friday morning
AND then went for class after 3h nap
quite amazed at myself
life after fyp did not have much of an improvement
frantic about macro now
clueless about what to do
has been a week since i saw the wise one
and 2 more weeks till then
whatever it is, i jus wish he is here now
just to give me a hug
and tell me everything is going to be ok
can’t wait for you to be back
Filed under: moodiness
2008 started out BAD for me =(
after the happy party at my hse, everything went downhill
went to 3 interviews within 2 days
1 of it is NOT what i want at all
1 was like if got the job, preferably not
1 is what i want to do, but yet the interview is …….. idunnowhattheyareupto
and then my right eye start to give trouble!
it was the left last month, and now it’s the right!
the worse thing is that the situation is getting out of hand
my upper eyelid is swollen!
although not very visible, but i wasnt exactly very comfortable with the little prickle that it cause whenever i blink hard =(
going to see the doc tmr
i still lack 1 subject for final sem
and there is nothing that i like which could fit into my timetable nicely =(
plus there is NO vacancies
i hate the overcrowded ntu
and then i forgot to bring ezlink card today
and my mp3 just suddenly fail on me
the only good thing that happen is jacky
but i will be saving that post for later, till when i’m happier
i hope
my right eye will recover soon, if not, i can’t be pretty le (hate to wear specs)
my job hunt will have better luck
to see jacky in hk
and i hope
despite how the conversation on sat night went
things are getting on my nerves
my patience is running low
my tolerance is approaching threshold
my frustration just keep increasing
i thought my heart has toned down
but who knows my true nature was rekindled because of the holidays
i hate it when my points are being put down
i hate it when you had to outsmart me so as often
‘politically right-ness’ is one of your strengths, but this clever-ness is too dominating at times
maybe i am just not suited for this life
maybe she was right
that i am too contended (for my own good)
i need a new spark
and i know where exactly to find it
the question is…. will i?
anyway, pic taken at the $10ktv session
