despite how the conversation on sat night went
things are getting on my nerves
my patience is running low
my tolerance is approaching threshold
my frustration just keep increasing

i thought my heart has toned down
but who knows my true nature was rekindled because of the holidays

i hate it when my points are being put down
i hate it when you had to outsmart me so as often
‘politically right-ness’ is one of your strengths, but this clever-ness is too dominating at times

maybe i am just not suited for this life
maybe she was right
that i am too contended (for my own good)

i need a new spark
and i know where exactly to find it
the question is…. will i?

anyway, pic taken at the $10ktv session